Can I just Rant my mind outta space?

I think its time for traveling. Not vacation, but travelling. Slowly, I think I am becoming a workaholic. If I am not working, I feel guilty. I have to be always thinking about it. I am pushing aside my family and friends for work. But I just see it like - If I work hard now and make this happen, My Family and friends are set in the future. I feel great sometimes and low sometimes. Its such a jump from here to like over over there. I really need to help the poor people. I know that is what I was called to do. I need to stop making excuses and just start little. At least a little. At least a small tiny bit of my mind on them. I want to be super focused. I hope I dont become a workaholic...